The words don't phase me,

blue_akane @ 2005-11-18T06:23:00

2005-11-18T12:27:06Z

To who so ever did that, I get the point.

Its almost that time of year

2005-11-17T13:55:45Z

Well thanks giving if a week away and you all know what happens after that, yes chirstmas shopping. My FAVE time of the year becuase everything is on sale!
and every year people ask you what you want for christmas and every year there thats same ungodly expensive gift youw ant but will never ever ask for. So my question today is - what is it? You can tell me, just vent it and send that energy into the world, who knows maybe santa will hear you!!

Me - I want just one thing!
A Desginer Handbag!!
Chanel
Louis vuitton
anything!! In fact becuase it wqas on my mind heres my pics
http://cgi.ebay.com/DESIGNER-LOUIS-VITTON-HANDBAG-ORIGINAL_W0QQitemZ6821462405QQcategoryZ63852QQssPageNameZWDVWQQrdZ1QQcmdZViewItem
http://cgi.ebay.com/Chanel-Tote-Bag-Handbag-Lt-Green-Canvas-Lamb-NWT-1325_W0QQitemZ6819810106QQcategoryZ63852QQrdZ1QQcmdZViewItem
http://cgi.ebay.com/NWT-STEFANI-LAMB-RED-HELLA-HOBO-HANDBAG_W0QQitemZ6822377661QQcategoryZ63852QQrdZ1QQcmdZViewItem

Anyways, I GTG to work now
let me know what you want so we can all wish we had cashmere and desginer tags and pretty nails togeather!

~ME~

Love, Angel, Music, Baby, Hurry up and come and save me....

2005-11-16T22:42:33Z

Someone hacked my my space, AGAIN. This is the 3rd time this has happened. It really pisses me off. I mean I'm not really mean to anyone, I'm fact I'm strongly agasint shit talking. Its pointless and dumb. Anyways, to whom so ever thinks that it was very funny, you suck!!!
I hate it, becuase this sort of thing happen to me alot, people always call me a whore, but i dont sleep around. I dont' dress slutty, just fun. peopel think that becuase I hug my friends and have lots of guy friend that it makes me whore.. It makes me so mad, that someone whos jealouse of my radient good looks and shimmering personality, would do this just to make them selves feel better about themselves. I'll get over it it just makes me upset. i guess that was the point tho.
Whatever

I'm gunna go play WoW All after noon and feel ebtter as I kill things!! ^^

Much love and Aloha
Me

Lock up your sons!

2005-11-14T03:49:32Z

Been playing WoW allll weekend. I made lvl 17 today, slow progress i know but im having fun and thats what really important! We can VC today, and it was cool, but i dont wanna do it on my own! oh hwo scary esp since i keep getting stuck with the stupidest fucking parties ever!

On a lighter note, only a 3 day week at work, and im still on profile, by my wirst mostly 97% better. but theres this funny bump on it when i bend it.
decied we're not doing anything for thanksgiving here at the house becuase i dont have the energy righ tnow to deal with, but i promised i would do a big chirstmas thing for everyone.

thats my charcter GloriosaLily, my Warrior! ^^

mmmm not much else to say im gunan go climb in bed with my puppy and go to sleep! (just gave her a bath so she smells all good, like lavender!!)

good night and sweet dreams

me

So let down by City of Villians

2005-11-11T23:19:12Z

WEll i finally got to play City of Villians.
I played for about 20 mins and i hated it!!! HATE HATE HATE!
why?
BEcuase I got spoiled playing Wow!
So I'm going to sell my CoV and buy World of Warcraft instead. I'm currently playing on azgalor but want to move to a pvprpg server so i can meet new people! ^^
My house guests are gone! hooray for that! and I'm getting the house cleaned up again. doing laundry in my new washer and dryer. I have to go finish dinner her ein aminute.
My cell phone broke :( i think the LCD screen died and i don't know why. so now I'll have to buy a new one. so If I don't call you thats why, I can't see my screen to go through my contacts. so yeah
my aim is being weird too my buddy list is gone so plz im so i can get start my list again :(
I still can't find my usb cord so no pics yet :(
I wanan start a new website, where the best place to buy a .com?
anyways I GTG ^^ OXOXOXO

much love and aloha
me

stolen from huggscancer

2005-11-10T13:45:53Z

1. How tall are you? 5 7

2. Do you own a gun? no but i should, cept i live on base where im safe. not even the zombies would attack here.

3. Rehab? drug are bad mmkay?

4. Have you ever killed an animal? no but ive always wanted to eat something i killed with my own hands, i think it would be empowering!!

5. Are you Irish? not by a long shot

6. What do you think of hotdogs? GROSSE!! processed meat!! I won't touch the stuff!!

7. What's your favorite Christmas song? Christmas time again by extream, dose that count

8. What is your favorite sound(s)? the ocean, my lover in orgasum, the sounds of crowds

9. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? milk!! dose the body good!

10. Do you do push-ups? only becuase they make me, i would rather lift, than so pushups. my boobs get in the way

11. Have you ever done ecstasy? nope!

12. Have you been shot? with an airsoft rifel

13. Have you ever been hospitalized? when i was a kid i broke my foot, last year i had surgery to remove cancerous tissuies, and when ernie crased his car i spent alot of time there picking on him lol

14. Do you like painkillers? mmmmm drugs that are ok to like.... sleeping pills are better! Ambien for the win!!

15. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite/same sex? I'm cute as can be, as sweet as candy, and >>sings and dance<< my lovely lady lumps, check it out!!

16. Do you own a knife? only the ones i cook with.

17. Do you have A.D.D.? i dont believe in that shit, i think they just use it as a label to make gifted people feel dumb. i am gifted i can multi-task, its not a disorder.

18. Do you love the pain a tattoo brings? YES!! i cant wait to get my next one! much bigger, more pain, oh yeah its all about mai shiranui!

19. Name Four Drinks You Regularly Drink: milk, water, mt dew, and shirley temples (hey fuck off, im underage!)

20. What's in your CD Player? Super eurobeat greatest hits vol 3 from inital D (I'm about to go to the gym)

21. What's under your bed? i dont have a bed, i have a mattress on the floor so tehre is no under the bed

22. Current Hair? short choppy layers, with blonde tips

23. What are you wearing? my gym clothes

24. Current Worry? when will my prince declare his love for me?

25. Current Love? City of VillianS!

26. Current Hates? house guests LOL

27. Favorite Place To Be? Hawaii, or seattle

28. Least Favorite Place To Be? anywhere near my mother

29. If You Could Play any Instrument? Koto

30. Favorite Color(s)? pink, blue and lavender

31. Person(s) From Your Past You Wish You Could see again? the saner me, so i could give me pointers and how not to loose my mind

32. Where Would You Like To Go To College? Fashion institue of desgin and marketing in san fransisco

33. Where Do you want to live? when im young? in a swinging apartment, with mod furnature and great decorating and plush carpet and ah osue cleaner. when im old, a big house in a sunny place in anoitehr country with a whole staff of house keepers and blue haired pool boys in speedos to fan me with palm leaves by the pool all day.

34. Favorite food? beef brocoli, unagi sushi, double pan friend noodles form p.f.changs, and kau bi!!

36. Number of pillows you sleep with? currently, 2, a body pillow and a big fluffy king sized pillow, and then then theres a thrid in my bed for my puppy. she will try and steal mine if i dont give her one.

37. What do you wear when you go to sleep? usally nothing, or just a bra

38. What were you doing 12AM last night? sleeping!! my bed times at like 9:30

39. What do you think you'll be doing in 10 years? hopefully overseeing the final moments before the models go out on stage of my own runway fashion show made up entirely of real people and not rail thin 5ft 10 models who dont smile

40. Are you paranoid? i stress out, but im not paranoid persay

41. First piercing/tattoo? my Card captor sakura esque heart on my lower back, tried to peirce my own belly button once but failed. my nipples are next i think.

42. Last person you yelled at? I yell at alot of people, alot of the time... lol probally my dog

44. Last thing you ate? english muffin and a bowl of kashi go lean crunch! yumm!

45. If you could be a pirate, would you? arrr! you can bet all your shiny dabloons on that one matey!

46. Do you have an iPod? >>cries<< i wish, but I do have a hello kitty mp3 player!

47. When, why and where did you last vomit? I have a sensative stomach but i think its when i went home last time after i ate way to much at bucca di peppo my ffavvvee resturant ever!

48. What's in your pocket? no pockets, im in gym clothes

49. What color are your walls? white

50. last thing that made you laugh? being excited my hosue guest are gone!!!

51. Any pets? My puppy!! I tried to name her Usagi, and she didn't like it, so I tried Phage the untouchable and she didn't like that either so her name is just puppy. Lol i dunno if that better or worst than the people who name their dogs inu lol.

52. Do you have any piercings? just my ears are the moment I'm working on it.

53. If you were a crayon what color would you be? Tickle me pink!

54. Have you ever won any awards? 4 diffrent cosplay awards, BMX state champion, my kendo team went to nationals, dose being the most hated for the xjam cast count? LOL

55. How many TV's do you have in your house? 2 that work.

56. Have you ever sprained/broken/fractured a bone? sprained my wirst last week lol

58. Who do you tell your dreams to? i put them here in my LJ, theres someone i want to talk to more, but I don't think he wants to listen

59. If you could pick one person to make out with who would it be? Gwen stafani, or Gackt... ohhh can't I just have them both...

60. What do you think of the person who posted this before you? shes aweesssooommmeeee!!! ^_________^

ow...

2005-11-06T16:34:11Z

yesterday, well yesterday i did a ton of house cleaning, cleaning out the spare room becuase our friend are going to stay with us for a few days next week and its mostly costumes over flow in there anyways, which mean ti had to clean up my sewing room for halloween aftermath. so an yways i did that and took a long nap, cooked dinner, ate ice cream and watched rules of engagement and felt really good about myself. and then, i stood u p and tehre was a apir of my panties on the floor, i knew the dog has drag them out, she dose that (shes my dirty lesbian) so i went to go schold her, and just as i got over to her, i sliped on the hard woodfloor and went falling forward and KABAM!!!! i caught my whole weight with my wrist agasint the bottom stair. had to go to the ememrgency room i thought ihad broken it, and it first look so did the doctor. turns outi just sprined it REALLY bad and i have to wear a brace for like a month but nothing broke, cepe 3 of my nails >>Cries<< and i was gunna get a manicure today!! >>cries cries cires<< but i guess that life ne? atleast its not broken! ^^

fridaynight, i went out with toshi and case to eat japanese food, and then we wet up with danny, Agnew, TJ, and sam and saw JArhead. no everyone in the group was either active duty (me and agnew, and danny) or prior (toshi, case, and tj) so we know alot about this stuff. but man, im so fucking happy im not a marine. you know why they don't make air force movies? cuze, would you wanna see am ovie about making coffee and sending chain letters on our govt emails? i didn't think so. theres only like 5 AFSC thats actully kill people, and even then it don't happen to often! lol. chair force huaah!- on that note, everyone i've made friends with that was in the military when i got here is not been kicked out witht he exception of agnew, and me. everyone else is getting kicked out or has been kiced out. both gifford and TJ are getting kick out this month, toshi, case, country, steve, fuck0ol whats his name with the Sex-say car, the list goes on,
everyone says i next lol!! I just laugh at them and keep my mouth closed.

if any of you saw my myspace and it was jacket up, my room mate thought it was really funny to fuck with it. so yeah im sorry!! its fixed now!!

im off!! ill be on aim talk to me im lonely !!! ;.....(
thanks for allt he comments everyone!! ^^ i feel so loved it really helps to stave off despression!! ^_______^

much love and aloha
me

I ain't saying shes a gold digger, but she ain't messing with no broke nigger...

2005-11-04T17:43:55Z

Man what a friday, my back is absolutly killing me, I slept on a heating pad last ngiht trying to make it feel better. I had to carry a ton of heavy shit at work yesterday and then scrubbed floors on my hands and knees. god damn the military!! study hard kids and go to collage so you don't end up like me!! Man i wish i was liek super hot, liek those sexy ass black chicks what just go out and find them selves a rich baller man and do nothing but look fly and wear desginer clothes and big high heels and not have to work hard and break nails!! I know this is all very sterotypical but the girl i work with is one of those kinds of girls and I'm jealouse!!! I've never had a man who want to take care of me, I've always had to work hard for myself and those around me.
oh a side note did anyone else notice Fegri from the black eyes peas stole my hair cut? I'm like the person who can rock those huge ass bangs LOL
anyways I GTG back to work
dose anyone out ehre know alot about drivers im having problems with the drivers for my video card and i need help im me tonight ill be on till about 10 tonight becase someone needs my computer for a WOW raid group tonight!! ^^

much love and aloha

They say im really sexy, the boys they wanna sex me...

2005-11-03T14:20:58Z

Ok so I got my new computer yesterday!!! finally I know I've been promising for liek weeks now but I finally got the money that was i was sappoused to get from the gov't. so now i have my aim and stuff back, for those of you dont have it already my aim is howmuchineedyou so plz msg!! I work till about 4 tho m-f.
I also got city of villans!! I made my charcter today and then the servers went down for maint i was kinda mad as soon as i got on that happend ya know that kinda sucks :( but I shoudl be on tonight if I can figure out the glitch with my video card. my char looks weird becuase I coudln't see her while i was creating her, so her colors are really bright and weird!! I want to work on her more after i figure out how to play more. her name is Losinda rosary and im on victory server if you see me around in bright blue say hello to me!

on another note, theres a session @ AOL with gwen singing harajuku girls! I love those song so much and i really wanna mek that outfit shes wearing, I love her thing for open toes tights and thos platforms!!! I wish i coudl look like that!!!

I got my hair cut yesterday!!! woooooW dose it feel short I'll post a picture as soonas I can find my camera USB cord tonight!! ^^ i looks really diffrent and cool tho i like it becuase ehy , i shoudl grow back befor ei have to cosplay Mai shiranui again, but i kinda like this better!

anyways i have to go to work now!!
>>sings<< I ain't no hollerback girl!!!!! ^_______^

ME

ps I feel fashion comming on today!! ^^ yeah for fashion!

Lizzie said do it... or get eatten by hamsters

2005-11-03T12:21:26Z

Well, as she begun i must continue.
If you are reading this, which i know someone out there must be, please, leave a comment about something you remember about me, something we did, or something that always makes you laugh or mad or whatever. here your chance to tell me how you reallllyyy feeel.
and when your done get on your own lj and ask people to do the same! if you dont i will kill you... with the hamsters!! ^____________^

ps I got a new computer! post more about it later!! ^^

much love and aloha

me

fabric folley

2005-10-30T20:14:58Z

i just spent 2 hours goingto the fabric store which was supr crowded got what i needed and came home only to realize i forgot the fabric for the sleaves of the jedi tunc. i can't fake it so i have to to drive allll the way back down town and get it, goooddd damnit!
and my cd player in y car isacting up so it sucks even more.
-_- fucking cosplay... why am i so devoted and its not even for my costumes its for matts... grrrr

anyways i gtg going so i can get back and get sewing.
man i wish i lived in a bbigger city where everything was closer, so i could ride my biike and atleast get a workout out of the way.

much love and aloha
me

being an adult fucking roxz

2005-10-23T17:08:10Z

ok ive been living on my own now for over 2 years, and it dawned on me last night, that it really is awesome. i can eat my desset before dinner, got to bed when i want to, party when i want, hang around who and where i want, and all i have to do is pay bills. this all dawns on me last night when im laying on my couch watching cartoons in my panties eating ice cream out of the box. oh yes, life is good, and ya know what, its only going to get better...

today becuase were not gaming, most of the group went to fargo for the states magic tournment that i was sappoused to play in too but cant afford to go >< fooey, plus i would have had to spend a ton of cash to get the card i needed for the deck. i want the new angels from ravinica >< not that anyone really cars about magic but me, butt if you lived up here in the frozen north there not much else o do but play magic all the time. lool speaking of which carl tried to buy me with a box of ravinica yesterday it was quite funny, poor carl!
oh we went and saaw d00m on friday, me, matt, tj, jason, samanath, and carl. ^^ mmmmmm doooommy goodness. very fun movie, kinda short, but good. ill probally buy it when it comes out.

well i guess i gtg gotta do some cleaning and some sewing im gunna try nd get most of someones Yuki costume done so i can start on these commishion i just picked up. i'm still debating over my costumes for the comming year.
i want to do a new mai, and simply finish the one i just did.
wanna do Bulma from dragon ball, or maybe bra, i dunno.
tohru honda from furaba, i love momiji more but i just ot think my tits are hps would go along very well with that costumes.
and maybe the lollita asuka ive been wanting to do since i think im gong to de my hair mroe red than brown this time

anyways i gtg

much love and aloha
me

oh a side note, someone!!!! still hasnt friended me back and i wonder why...

Bishojo you're so vouge!

2005-10-20T13:01:51Z

ive been going on a major design spree and come up with the start of a whole new line, probally a more early spring ty line with short skirt and hand dyed skinny scarves an big boots. why is this you ask? lik everyone else i was hopes of winning the lotto last night, dditching this life and becoming a fashion designer. ive rreally gotten bck into desgining, bck into woorking out, into getting my nails done biweekly, eating perfect. and my insipration?
well its a toss up between heidi klum ( whom i looooovvvveeee~) and gwen stefani ( whom i j'aadddooorreeeee!) i know ill never be a up model, and i'll never be rich, but ide like to think that if nothing else i can make clothes that will make me happy, and mayb other people too.
I also am thinking abot dying my hair again. ( terrible picure of me with blonde hair http://www.cosplaylab.com/cosplayers/costumes/details.asp?costumeid=85734 that was at a canadain convention where i went suppppperrrr out there and more a g string with the costume! needless to say a) im shame less and b) it was a hit! and c0 my tails covered my butt alot better than any of my other mai costumes.
anyways, i dunn o if i wanna go back to my blone hair tan skin look again. i miss being tan and pretty and feel like ive always got summer with me, but yeah

im rambling now i have to go to work soon. OXOXOXOXOXO

much love and aloha
me

mmm snickers ice cream

2005-10-16T23:52:16Z

this weekend waaas pretty unevntful. i wasent able to buy my new computer and we hd to uninstall aim so if you dont see me around thats why, im gunna get it in 2 weeks if everthing goe right then i have to decied if i going to play World of warcraft or city of villans... tough choices...
did a ton of house cleaning today but got tired and took a nap before i finished lol im always falling asleep, i love napping!! lol
tomarrow its back to the grind stone... 11 more chutes to pack before the weeks through, and nothing to show for it. but, im going to the gym tomarro and that aways cheers me up. when i work out i can loose myself in the pain and the protest of my body, in how tottally uncomfortable i am all the while. its like aybe if i get on that stair stepper one more time i can finally climb enough stairs to get to heaven.
i dunno, i dont think godds ever going to send some one like me an angel, but thats another story all togeather!

ok anyways, im done now!!

oxxoxoxoxoxoxo
~me~

i love you g.g.

when the bad day never ends

2005-10-14T11:40:18Z

ah yeah just want to make sure this works.. will customize later... am depressed... really depressed... must go to work be home alone all nigt if anyone wants to chat ill hav to redl aim since i cant buy my new computer today :( i am very sad but i hope things get better, im gunna try to ake them better anwys, at least i get off work early today i am hopeful..... i love you g.g.

~me~